my mind go a million ways
sometimes I space out
while life's gettin rough
I'm busy lookin for ways out
maybe I should play it out
or take a vacation now
I'm fucked up man I've done some things that make satan proud
I never say it loud except to god when I'm prayin
we havent spoke in so long and I can't really explain it
hope he lookin through my iphone and here what I'm sayin
and see me walkin down this road cause I'm veering and strayin
all I ask for
is direction down this path or
a few signs just to show that I'm in your hands lord
that's all I really need
not pussy money weed
no guns respect or insurance that I'll succeed
cause there's times where I'm feelin like it sucks to breath
and other times I feel they love aint comin free
it's at the cost of me
I've offered me
man I'm just tryna be me
not who I oughta be

I look up and
what do I kno
am I up high
or is the sky low
I let some time go
then let my mind go
i let my mind grow
and left my eyes close
is this a blindfold
I'm only seein black
when am I comin back
and where did I go
where did I go
where did I go
it's like I'm livin In another world

he's no idol
he's just like me
waiting for somebody that sees the right things
searchin for a heart that's seems enticing
inexperienced so that we can try being
perfect for one another
with purpose to wanna love her
we hurtin inside
behind the curtains of pride
but we just turn it aside
not for we but just for myself
she wanted me when nobody else did
so when you with me your nobody else's
and with that satisfaction I'm deemed so selfish
but in due time she'll see I can't help it
cause help just be so helpless
I look up to god
and asked him hopin he nod
is me bein me healthy or not
I don't care if I'm wealthy or not
I just need you to find my place
cause my skin won't define my race
where am I runnin

I look up and
what do I kno
am I up high
or is the sky low
I let some time go
then let my mind go
i let my mind grow
and left my eyes close
is this a blindfold
I'm only seein black
when am I comin back
and where did I go
where did I go
where did I go
it's like I'm livin In another world

he's no idol
please don't like him
he tryna sell us but he's no item
wait till his back turn
then we gon knife him
we don't love them hoes
but he go wife em
when life seem wrong
and the days be long
he keep an attitude that make us think he strong
you ain't playin my fiddle
sayin all my riddles
bringin warm feelings outta niggas cold as icicles
And I'm down here gettin sick a hell
man I heard he got sickle cell
how he sick as hell
n still spittin well
pullin dimes in like a wishin well
I never kiss and tale
kept my nose clean
I'm never kissin tale
kept it 100 so long I wanna million
my Thots r brilliant
and it's time y'all start feelin it
damn
n this a place I relate to no man
so i ain't ashamed if we break or hold hands.

I look up and
what do I kno
am I up high
or is the sky low
I let some time go
then let my mind go
i let my mind grow
and left my eyes close
is this a blindfold
I'm only seein black
when am I comin back
and where did I go
where did I go
where did I go
it's like I'm livin In another world